I have been in the US for 3 days and I am depressed as hell.
No kidding. I spent yesterday crying my eyes out. For some unknown reason, I am suddenly feeling homesick. I called DA POGI several times already. I even gave in and paid $13 just to have high speed internet connection for a day. I am spending left and right just to get in touch with my husband. I super duper miss him.
It doesn't help much that things have not been going my way. The minute I arrived, I encountered some problems. Immigration thought that my visa picture does not look like me in anyway. I had to take off and put on my glasses just so they can take a good look. I spent 20 minutes answering questions about my trip.
After immigration, my bag went missing for a few minutes and finally surfaced next to bags of some person that I don't know. The hotel is not that good. Everything is expensive.
My AmericanExpress didn't want to work. Thus, aside from being depressed, I am also penniless in America. I was also lost for a little thus causing me to login to the internet just so I can email the organizer of the meeting to tell me how to get to the meeting location. My laptop doesn't seem to want to work with wireless. My brain and my stomach seems to not have been communicating correctly. I don't feel hunger or thirst, I just feel woozy. And when I do eat, it just goes back up.
I am feeling cold and is coughing like crazy again.
It just isn't my day. I hope everything picks up.
I want to go back to the Philippines.
DA GANDA blogged @ 6/13/2005 02:59:00 PM
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