DA POGI is my rock. I am currently having major personal issues that has caused me a lot of stress and grief. It's so major that it has caused a major fall out between me and a close family member. It's made me sad to think that it has come to a point of not talking to each other. But I need to be strong. I'd rather not talk to her than hurt her even more with the words coming out of me. So it's more of avoidance. I am not praying anymore for change. I know it's hard to change someone who does not want it and who does not want my help. I am now praying for my understanding to understand where she's coming from. I am praying for maturity to open my mind and not constrict my thinking to what I know is right or wrong. It hurts sometimes so bad that I need a shoulder to cry on. I need hugs to assure me that everything will be ok. DA POGI does not say a word about it. He knows I'm hurting. He's just there when I need a shoulder to cry on, when I need an ear to listen to me. He's there to give me hugs and soothe me during crying spells. DA POGI is my rock. And I am thankful for that.

DA GANDA blogged @ 3/01/2005 04:02:00 PM