I have confirmed that almost everyone thinks I am a maldita. Presented in one of the team meetings for our department. People thought that I was too aloof. That if they ask me a question, I might bite their head off. Which is not actually true. I've always believed that my bark is worse than my bite. For goodness sakes! I can't even stay mad at somebody for longer than a day. I do say some bad things about people, but I also do admit if I was wrong in my observation. I've always prided myself in saying what I mean and trying very hard to mean what I say. I know that if I am in one of my ranting moods, I can be overly madada. But an hour of ranting would mean that I would be able to ease up on whatever it is that is bothering me. I know that I can be sensitive, maybe sometimes overly so, but people who don't know me well don't know that. I just want people to change what their perception of me is when they get to know me, but sometimes the initial perception is so overpowering that they fail to acknowledge what I really am. O well, maybe I should just come to terms that I am a definite scrooge. A Scrooge for all seasons, not just for christmas.

DA GANDA blogged @ 11/13/2002 06:29:00 PM