Whenever I think about the events that happened in my life recently, I smile. It has been a rough 2 weeks with expectations of me getting higher and higher as the days go by. It makes me happy that people have confidence in my skills and a little scared that I might not be able to perform to their expectations. I know, I am a pessimistic person. So here I am, not even 24, and I am dealing with one of the most challenging times in my career. I never thought it would come to a point wherein I would be sucked in at hour long meetings where my opinion mattered. Where in my issues would be given priority. I just hope that I would survive this with my head still intact and not blown out of proportion. I cross my fingers that failure would walk away from me. If wanting something would make you really get it, then I desperately want to succeed.

DA GANDA blogged @ 8/28/2002 01:53:00 AM